suddenly i feel the urge to start yet another new blog here and voila!
another one just springs up like that.
I dunno. its been weird these past few months. not because we got together, but probably because i just seemed to have shut myself outta this world. its pretty much a gradual process, coupled with all the intense self-accusation sessions. its been really pathetic on my part.
and im still trying to cope.
and recover.
and hopefully i will.